Lived in Luton all my life health got bad ended up disabled after losing my son just before his th birthday I downsized stupidly from the beautiful three bed huge house in upper sundon to a new build in Meppershall I cannot access all my treatments my kidneys are shutting down and I need bloods done at the L&D hospital twice a week I’ve a heart problem Ménière’s disease hernia that’s gone into strangulation of the blood flow as my heart struggles I had a seizure in January a one off my pancreas is atrophic and too small and all my bloods as my autoimmune disease attacks not just joints now but my bloods and my main organs that’s my own immune system attacking everything my liver has regenerated three times now and I’ve given up hope of ever getting treatment before it’s too late and I miss my family and friends in Luton love dr yip gp of years I could register with him again if I live in Luton I don’t have a lot of money all I know is that my vertigo drop attacks and losing balance to the point I’ve burnt myself getting food out of the oven my OT if she has her way I DAB have meals on wheels or put in a care home I’m an ex front line police officer I care about people I’m lonely stuck out here and I can’t tend my sons grave who was murdered by 6 monsters a knife killed him but the other boys stamped on my son as he was begging for mercy I feel so low that I’ve left my son behind where he’s buried in lower sundon can anyone please help?